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I am just a mess. Nothing more, nothing less.

Lemurs at the San Diego Wildlife Park

autotrophe:

I saw you at your worst and I stayed. You saw me at my best and you still left.

(via almostt-insane)

headgrenades stays posting selfies lookin good but casually looking away from the camera like she doesn’t care.  I like the print on your shirt tho Kim haha

(Source: headgrenades)

imlosingtouchwithreality:

It’s time for Clonazepam (Klonopin), Hydroxizine (Vistaril), Gabapentin, beer, and metal work.  I’m sure everything’s going to turn out shitty but that doesn’t matter to me.  Drugs for me usually increase creativity and help me figure out new things to do with what I have, so when I do this another time and am more sober I will have more options that I didn’t notice before.

dopafiend:

imlosingtouchwithreality:

aimwith2ees:

dopafiend:

imlosingtouchwithreality:

phoeniiiix:

pharmaceutical-goddess:

imlosingtouchwithreality:

dopafiend:

imlosingtouchwithreality:

Plan for the night;

  • 6 Klonopin (Clonazepam)
  • 4 candy flavored Etizolam
  • 400 mg’s Vistaril (Hydroxizine)
  • 1 Blue Moon
  • 2 Moscato glasses
  • Butane hash oil
  • 3600 mg’s Gabapentin
  • Two different strains of weed
  • 20 mg’s Adderall (Methamphetamine salts)
  • 1 Fioricet (50 mg’s Butalbital, 40 mg’s caffeine, 300 mg’s Acetaminophen)

lol adderall isn’t methamphetamine salts

Then why the hell does it say Methamphetamine Salts on generic brand Adderall?  Also if you spent 5 seconds to Google it you would know you are 100% wrong.  As I’ve said to other people with misinformed comments, look it up before you think you are the smart one that knows everything because if you can use Tumblr you can use Google.  Clearly you don’t know anything about Adderall so keep your comments to yourself until you actually know a thing or two. @dopafiend

😂👌

Actually… The genetic is usually just referred to as “amphetamine salts.”

Well I was under the assumption that since it says M. Amphetamine Salts on every pill of Adderall I have had it wasn’t just Amphetamine Salts, but then maybe the M. means nothing?

The M stands for mixed. It’s a mixture of amphetamine salts ( reacting the base form of amphetamine in solution with an acid such as phosphoric or hydrochloric yields a solid salt that’s a lot more stable and precipitates out. Having various different salts affect how it is metabolized and at what rate.

Chemistry mother fuckers what you know bout it. Certainly not enough to talk shit

Thank you for the clarification for the one drug I did out of the rest in this picture, sorry I don’t know everything and Adderall is the drug I know the least about.  Thank you for taking your time to correct me over a simple small detail because apparently mislabeling one drug out of a collection of many is very important to the Tumblr community.

I feel bad for shitposting and getting into an argument with some child on the internet,  but goddamn you’re salty. Like my first reblog was kind of angry, but this one was just trying to inform you for future reference. but like if someone corrects you on something you look into it and either politely refer them to your research which wasn’t even looking at a wikipedia page or say “thanks man i guess i was wrong i’ll keep that for future reference”. You’re just really salty about anybody not being like “oh shit dude cool collection” while you pretty efficiently kill yourself. But what you did was i pointed something out and you got salty and were a dick to me for barely any reason and ended up being wrong and then when i gave you some information you pretended like it doesn’t matter. You do this on all your posts when really the stuff you say doesn’t matter because it’s either wrong or said in a sarcastic head-up-your-ass way. I’m done here, please grow up, see a psychologist, stop doing drugs, message me if you have anything to say i’d rather not shitpost publicly on my blog 

To dopafiend,

I tried to message you but I couldn’t find a way to on your blog, but I realized the next day how wrong I was to respond the way I did.  I was salty because of other reasons before you commented so I was a dick unnecessarily to you or anyone that was correcting me in a proper way.  Since that post I have decided to not respond to any comments when I am in a mood like that.  I was wrong, you were right, and I apologize for being rude.  However I do not appreciate you acting as if you know anything about me, my health conditions, or my life in general.  Thanks for informing me, but I do not think its right for you to assume things like I never see psychologists when I see psychologists, psychiatrists, and a therapist.  Just what I am prescribed gives me terrible side effects, while they ignore conditions I have been diagnosed with at a hospital.  So I deal with things in my own way to stay awake when I need to and stop self harm.  You know more about Adderall than I do, but you do not know my life so please don’t act like you do.  Thanks for putting me in my place and making me want to not be rude like I was, but I think you went too far in the process of doing so. 

"

I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy

because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless

and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.

"

-

Robin Williams (via skateeofmind)

God damn why have I never seen this before… It’s perfect

(via best-coastt)

(via y0ustup1dcunt)

It’s time for Clonazepam (Klonopin), Hydroxizine (Vistaril), Gabapentin, beer, and metal work.  I’m sure everything’s going to turn out shitty but that doesn’t matter to me.  Drugs for me usually increase creativity and help me figure out new things to do with what I have, so when I do this another time and am more sober I will have more options that I didn’t notice before.

irresisting:

similar here 

(q’d - have a good day cutie x)

(Source: reddlr-trees, via almostt-insane)

Flashbacks keep me up at night, so I take every drug I have to try to feel alright.  You may think the way I deal with things isn’t right, but my world is dark and I’m searching for the light.

(Source: ventai, via headgrenades)

Candy flavored Etizolam, they taste so good and kick in so quick

imlosingtouchwithreality:

  • What my mom did for my grandmothers memorial, for a woman that was and always will be loved.

 A Gift - 

Music expands the heart with joy,
melodies float through the air 
like fledglings, unsure at first
then gaining strength and confidence
Sonatas, played again and again
memorized until no thoughts remain,
only emotion
A desire to create music, 
to express it, to share it, to understand it,
entered her soul,
bringing with it
purpose, joy, exhilaration
Remember the music in her voice
in her laughter
in her heartbeat
Every song we hear, or refrain we play 
Fills our hearts with happiness
It is a gift from her

  • Marie Frances Baker O’Connor
  • July 24, 1916 – June 13, 2014

Do drugs and get fucked up till you fall over, or at least I will cause damn my mind can’t stand being sober.

Pic from first time I did a bubble hash run, I used local grown Pure Afghanistan.

What my mom did for my grandmothers memorial, for a woman that was and always will be loved.

Music expands the heart with joy,
melodies float through the air 
like fledglings, unsure at first
then gaining strength and confidence
Sonatas, played again and again
memorized until no thoughts remain,
only emotion
A desire to create music, 
to express it, to share it, to understand it,
entered her soul,
bringing with it
purpose, joy, exhilaration
Remember the music in her voice
in her laughter
in her heartbeat
Every song we hear, or refrain we play 
Fills our hearts with happiness
It is a gift from her

Marie Frances Baker O’Connor

July 24, 1916 – June 13, 2014